contemplation

It's been a very interesting month to say the least. Every time I go online I debate if I should post that day. And each time, I convince myself otherwise because posting basically means I'm admitting that I'm at a crossroads right now.

I love being a mom. But honestly, some days I don't feel like this is my element.

I like the flexibility of working from home... but... I miss having an involving career too. I miss working with virtual teams, the late night decision making and solution implementation, the adrenaline rush from when our team meets our goals, etc.

I know for sure I'm going back to the workplace when the kid(s?) start school. I worry though that my skills would have gone stagnant by then and I'm not going to be an appealing hire. So... I've started to seriously consider an MBA.

Thus the quagmire.

*sigh*.

In the meantime, Nick's finally convinced me that I can't decide based on possible ramifications yet. He thinks I should take the GMAT first and then from there see if I'll even qualify for a good school before we come to a decision. haha.

Mmm momentarily delay the unavoidable torturous decision process... sure why not ;).

LOL.

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On a side note, I'm trying to brace myself for (from what I've been told) a total brain workout. Ah, math, we meet again!